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[patelyne]

I don’t even know why I’m posting. I am so … arghh… all my words are gone. It’s like my very first post when I just sat at my computer trying to stare down the blinking cursor. As if it’s going to fix anything…As if it will bring my words back. As if…



I’m so glad I watched this with tardistenantsue, she is very sympathetic to tears (and shares them) plus I couldn’t have watched it alone. I’m seriously despaired. It can’t end like this, they have to fix it. For fuck’s sake if this isn’t fixed and the Doctor doesn’t even pop in to try I am picking a new Doctor. I never thought I would get so…uggghhhh…

WHERE ARE MY WORDS!!! HAS ANYONE SEEN MY WORDS!!!!

Please can’t someone make this okay? At this point I wouldn’t even care if it was a spoiler. If someone came up to me and said Ianto will be back and this is how and showed me a complex diagram with pictures I would probably kiss them. Failing that can’t someone at least make me laugh? A little?

I feel sick. Honest to god sick to my stomach. And I know that I should be checking out my flist for other reactions, especially since I’m hoping against hope that someone will hear my pathetic cry for cheering up…Instead I’m getting ready to watch it again. With BF this time, since he hasn’t gotten to see it yet. And guess what? I accidently spoiled him. Want to know how? He looked at my face and said “They killed him, didn’t they?” From looking at my face. I didn’t even talk. I really don’t know that watching it again right now is the best idea, but since he could guess that just from knowing me and my reactions I figure I owe it to him to not make him watch alone. And then I’ll be back here. Probably sobbing my damned eyes out again.

Barrowman said that this season would make the fangirls happy. I am a fangirl. I am not happy. I could not be less happy

SOMEONE FIX THIS!!!

Comments

[morgia.livejournal.com]

Totally agree... But maybe there is hope ??? maybe JB not said that for nothing....

Yes I know he dies, but at least I don't know how.,....

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

Oh no Nadine!! Please tell me I cut this right!! I was trying to keep from spoilering you more!!

[morgia.livejournal.com]

I don't know how he dies.... But my beta wrote it in her facebook.... and its all over the net....

But Im agree with your friend tardistenantsue, Idon't think JB could lie like this about how Jack/Ianto are fabulous in this series....

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

I want to believe that, but...the shit of it is that I don't think the writers really give a flying fuck about us fans. Can't they see that we are the reason for any success they have had? And this is a slap to the face.

[phaetonschariot.livejournal.com]

HEER QUICK (http://www.torchwoodfive.co.cc/webfiles/holly.html)

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

You win for effort, but.... *sobs*

[tardistenantsue.livejournal.com]

I honestly *don't* think that JB would want to lose his fans by lying to them - b/c he would. If it had not been good, he would have been diplomatic about saying it - NOT lie to use that is was all sunshine and rainbows and fucking whiskers on kittens!

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

I'm afraid to even hope though

[tardistenantsue.livejournal.com]

You have no idea what i have been hearing all night - guess who had nightmares when she tried to sleep?

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

Ant better be right. That is all I have to say.

[tardistenantsue.livejournal.com]

Or what? You're going to punch someone in the throat? A lot?

[mrsalemp.livejournal.com]

I will find a way to get him to my work and then stack my queue so RTD is customer 100. Then he is getting the mother of all punches to the throat.

[tardistenantsue.livejournal.com]

Must be there with camera. I'll count and wait and then give him 'my' spot. I'll gladly help this cause.

[tardistenantsue.livejournal.com]

Also, I had my exoskelton on! That was not supposed to hurt me that bad!! Dammit. *sniffle*