I was hoping for a rewind, but even then...that still happened. When faced with that choice Jack did it, and he would have to live with that (forever!)
I've spent my time since watching 4, and then 5, feeling totally drained. And sad. And if it wasn't for all the great people I've "met" here I would probably have given up on TW forever. Writing this actually did make me feel a little better though.